Well, it appears that my moving date has been pushed up. Long story short: I effectively quit my job yesterday. I say effectively because technically, nothing has happened, but I know that I will be laid off soon. Any day now, actually. Brief explanation: The economy is bad, and my industry is not doing well, and my particular office is suffering financially. My company gave me an opportunity to take another position (similar rank, pay, etc.) in another one of our offices... in a different city. I point blank asked my boss whether staying in my current city would mean risking being laid off, and he was very honest with me... "Yes."
This all happened on Wednesday morning. I had to give them an answer on Thursday morning. I knew almost immediately what my answer would be, but still, it was one of the most difficult decisions I've ever had to make in my short adult life. "No."
Most people think I'm crazy giving up an opportunity that guarantees great pay and, more importantly, job security. But for a number of reasons, most of which I will not discuss here, I can't. It's not right, and every part of my mind and body tells me it's not right. But. Turning it down meant accepting that my current job in my current city could be taken away at a moment's notice. That's a risk I am choosing to accept.
I won't be able to save the money I wanted, no, not even close. But the good news is, this means I get to go to NYC faster (as long as I can get a job, that is)! I won't deny that a part of me is relieved (I've been very unhappy for a very long time), but another part of me is equally terrified. The possibility of no income... Well, quite frankly, that's terrible. But I know I've made the right decision, and all the important players in my life are behind me 100%.
So here I am, perfecting my resume, looking for jobs, not shopping and preparing to sell my belongings, all while still employed. Life's funny, isn't it?
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I was wondering what had happened. *hugs* It's often when our lives are turned completely upside down that new, unexpected and fantastic things come our way.
ReplyDeleteIt was meant to be. Totally meant to be. Unexpected, fantastic, wild, going to throw up, meant to be.
ReplyDeleteI really hope things go well. You'll just have to ramp up the selling to give people time to buy stuff, and ... good luck!
WOW. Um, I have to say Congrats. I know it's totally scary and seems like the complete wrong thing to say right now - but this is amazing. Take a deep breath - it's all going to work out and it's going to be AWESOME.
ReplyDeleteThis is the greatest thing that could happen. I know it's a scary thing but you will be so so happy. I had a long thing written and then lost it all, oh well, sending happy thoughts and good vibes your way!
ReplyDeletePS, next time you visit Dallas I'll take you to lunch at Spiral Diner, my treat ;)
You have had quite a week haven't you.... I totally agree, it is meant to be. This is the push for you to take this big leap into your NY life. Sending positive thoughts your way....
ReplyDeletewell doll, it seems that nyc is ready to have you now instead of later. while it may not seem perfect, it is. things have a way of working out for the best. you put it out to the universe that you wanted it and here is the universe handing it to you :) i'm really happy for you sweetie!! love & hugs!!
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